When you know you need to change but you're not sure how to start, sometimes you start with what it's not. Most of the time we're painfully aware of what we don't want, despite living it every day anyway.
You don't have to know what it is. You just have to love yourself, and value this one life you get to live enough to stop doing the things that are making you miserable. My challenge to you, if you're not sure what's next but there's an agitation in your soul to find out, is to look at what you know. Make your NOT THIS list.
"Baby, we both been running uphill for too long, we both settled for something, got nothing, and we both know that it's wrong." Destination Anywhere ~ Bon Jovi